Saturday, July 26, 2008

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

I just don't get it. It seems like forever since we last spoke, though it's only been two days. Why hasn't he contacted me?

I feel so stupid because things are running through my mind like: maybe he realized he doesn't love me and doesn't wanna hurt me by telling me that, or maybe he's in trouble, or hurt, or something terrible. He's probably just busy, but he worries me. I can hear some wise person saying "That's love, hunny," so I'll shut up now.

Enough of my annoying-ness. I leave for Virginia tomorrow. I feel sad to leave my home, but I'll be coming back soon, so I guess it's ok. My little sister came up for the weekend. She was staying with my mom in Virginia. She's such a little goofball. I love her. I don't know what a 16 hour car ride to Virginia is going to be like with her, though. Yes, I'm riding in an 18-wheeler. So much fun...not.

I guess I'll post a little later tonight. I'm feeling kinda down.
またね
美知子です

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